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So I have realized that I have about 1.2 million things swirling around my head at the moment (thanks to a January packed with Imaging, Dane, and other random things) and I sit down to write and I can’t get anything out because its all so jumbled.  So, today I’m picking one thing that I’m chewing on.

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Again, mission mondays are just a random things going on in my brain.  I like to share them here to get them out, share a little of me personally, and maybe inspire someone to think on these things as well. no preachy preachy, literally just my thoughts…more for me to help process:)

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So, purpose.  why am i here? its the constant question on my mind.  always. am I where I’m supposed to be?

growing up my only true goal was to be happy.  thats it.  that still is my only goal.  whether my life is in a small house here in knoxville running my business or living in a hut overseas.  I truly am ok with any and all as long as I am happy and know that I’m where I am supposed to be.

but I struggle with knowing that I am where I’m supposed to be.  struggle with being content where I am rather than always looking forward.

This month something happened.  slowly, not sure when and where.  but I became content.  content right now, with life.

Content that I am where I need to be and that I need to make the best of it now in order to get to where I want to be.  What good is today if you throw it out in an effort to get to tomorrow?

So today I enjoyed my life.  I made the most of it.  Yes, I’m looking forward to the future; yes, God is definitely not done and I know I’m not where I’ll end up in any way but. I.am.content.

here is one of the sources of my contentment:)