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If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue, but with actions and in truth. 1 John 3:17-18

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I will not lie, at one point during the day I wondered why I do this. I sign up all gung ho and then mid way through I’m asking myself what I’ve gotten myself into. That moment happened when I was elbow deep in 20 pounds of spaghetti. My time and effort felt small, so small that I wondered what good it was. Why do it? Later that night I realized that even when I feel small, God is great. Even our small gestures mean so much to people. and to Him.

It was just spaghetti after all. But to the girl who held out her hand for her plate and told me that because of us she got to eat dinner tonight, well, it wasn’t just spaghetti. It was love, it was love in action.

I’m continually amazed at those that give love in action. Like Preacher Bob, who In 1984, arrived in Knoxville, TN with only two changes of clothes and $25. He started Highways and By-Ways Ministry in 1987 after getting back on his feet through the love and help of a preacher. Highways and By-Ways Ministry was formed to help street souls one-on-one under bridges, railroad tracks, local grave yards and homeless camps in the Knoxville area.

I signed up to cook by myself and put out a call to help earlier in the week because, well, 150 people are alot to cook for:) A gigantic thanks to my friends Kerri, Marie and my ever awesome mom! Thank you so much for taking time to help and putting love into action! And I can’t forget Susie, who is there every week and gives so much to this organization.  Thank you!

ps…Preacher Bob has a new facebook fan page! Go be a fan! And if you are interested in helping out, they meet every Thursday evening and need people to sponsor/make the food! I promise it is worth it!

deep title. I know.  but I was going for the subject of purpose and the song crept in my head (can’t remember who its by now) with the lyrics “what’s this life for”.  So we are going with it but I promise this probably won’t be as deep as the title

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So I have realized that I have about 1.2 million things swirling around my head at the moment (thanks to a January packed with Imaging, Dane, and other random things) and I sit down to write and I can’t get anything out because its all so jumbled.  So, today I’m picking one thing that I’m chewing on.

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Again, mission mondays are just a random things going on in my brain.  I like to share them here to get them out, share a little of me personally, and maybe inspire someone to think on these things as well. no preachy preachy, literally just my thoughts…more for me to help process:)

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So, purpose.  why am i here? its the constant question on my mind.  always. am I where I’m supposed to be?

growing up my only true goal was to be happy.  thats it.  that still is my only goal.  whether my life is in a small house here in knoxville running my business or living in a hut overseas.  I truly am ok with any and all as long as I am happy and know that I’m where I am supposed to be.

but I struggle with knowing that I am where I’m supposed to be.  struggle with being content where I am rather than always looking forward.

This month something happened.  slowly, not sure when and where.  but I became content.  content right now, with life.

Content that I am where I need to be and that I need to make the best of it now in order to get to where I want to be.  What good is today if you throw it out in an effort to get to tomorrow?

So today I enjoyed my life.  I made the most of it.  Yes, I’m looking forward to the future; yes, God is definitely not done and I know I’m not where I’ll end up in any way but. I.am.content.

here is one of the sources of my contentment:)